12.15.2007

nothing better than nothing going on

i started getting anxious when i realized i hadn't posted in a while and had nothing excting to post about. sweat began to bead behind my knees and in the crack of my butt. my heart pounded. i couldn't control my breathing. i knew my life as a bloggger had finally come to an end after only 1 year.

a short conversation with myself
by struglas

"omg, i'm boring!"

"wtf, why can't i think of anything to talk about?"

"icbtihtm, (sorry-- i can't believe this is happening to me) i swear my life is fun and crazy."

"hey idiot... shut the fuck up. sit back, relax and relish the fact that nothing is going on. "

"whoa. you're right. calli's not sick. she has been sleeping through the night. both jobs are flowing nicely. she even told me she loved me as i left this morning for work. " (insert tear drop)

"my life is good."

"my life is normal."

"and doggonit, people like me."

6 comments:

PG said...

just be thankful you are not annoyingly boring

Whit said...

you're good enough, you're smart enough...

nothing boring there

Roth Family Adventures said...

You're a dad, so there's no way your life could be boring.

Kristin said...

I totally feel you on this post. Blogging should be fun, not anxiety inducing...but somehow, that's what it has come down to. I try to tell myself that after the baby comes, if I have nothing to write about, I'll just post pics. You can never go wrong with pictures. I long for those days...

piper of love said...

That sounds like a gratitude post to me! ;)

Johnny said...

Enjoy the break from life once in awhile..
AND those eyes.. They beam with love for you...